Sick, Sicker, Sickest

Here I am sick....coughing, sweats, chills, fever, congestion, coughing turned hacking up a lung or two......aches....and have to go to work tomorrow. So, me and the boys were all sick this weekend and it was the worst weekend we've had in a long time. They weren't supposed to be here this weekend but due to weather in Dallas, we did not do the exchange. God, I hope Kevin wasn't bullshitting about not being able to drive to get the boys because its been hell.

Now, if there's anywhere I want my babies to be when they're sick, it's home with me. But have you ever had to care for 3 little ones when YOU feel like shit? It sucks. On top of the living room flooding and these big loud fans everywhere, carpet ripped up, maintenance coming in and out.....blah!!!!

As soon as one kid is up and at 'em, I have 2 down....and vice versa.....I'd turn on the air only for them to want heat....and it just sucked. I didn't even feel like cooking....I just wanted to lay. I took probably 4 or 5 showers each day because laying around just makes me feel nasty. I did keep up w/ most of the laundry....but I'm so ready to feel better.

Now, I cussed Kevin a lot this weekend. While he's in his nice little 3 bedroom home w/ his white trash girlfriend taking care of him.....trust me, he's a pussy when he's sick, I know. I took care of his ass for 12 years when he was sick....at any rate, while he's resting and probably sleeping uninterrupted...I'm not....and neither are his boys....so here we all are sick. When do I get to take a sick day from being a Mom? I was just sick w/ this crud a few weeks ago too when I had the boys 3 weeks straight. Had a steroid shot, meds, and a sick kid then too. I need a break.

Tomorrow Kevin comes to town for court and I've sent him a text that he needs to pick up the boys from my mom's and take them to the doctor. I'm sure he'll say some shit like, "I have to get back so I can get to bed to go to work" and that is going to royally piss me off. He can pull a late night drive to help me with the boys for one fucking day.

Kevin has no clue. NO clue....what life for me is like and I just get pissed off at him when I think about it.

And so cheers to being sick and getting well. Lord, I hope this string of bad is going to leave soon. All in favor of March turning 2011 around say Yay. Yay.